Thursday, July 28, 2011

Betrayal


In case all of you are wondering....yes there is truth behind this piece of work!




Do you look back

To that time

When we first met?

There we were 2 people

Lost in the crowd

Looking here and there

Till something clicked

And u were suddenly my friend

We spoke, we laughed

Our togetherness was the talk of the town

And with the changing colours of the seasons

Our bond grew stronger,

My trust for u grew,for a lot of reasons

I opened up,told u things

Things that I hadn’t even dealt with myself

You were my closest friend

But suddenly all of it came to an end

You really thought I’d never know

What u were actually doing behind my back

Haven’t you heard that what u reap is what u sow

I was hurt but thank god I know now what you lack

Thanks to u I am wiser now

A better judge of character

With a strong iron heart

Rise higher from the point where I fall

Did u really think I would let u get away with this after all?

I would have died for u,

Died rather than do what u did to me

But those times have changed now

And now u face my back

You’ll never be a part of my life again

Never again will u be called my friend

You broke my trust when I needed u the most

That mockery of feelings shall not be forgotten

I have learnt from what I have done back then

I will not be fooled again

Never will I trust u again

Not u or anyone else

This state of mind,this phase wont pass

Coz I have been betrayed by a Friend!



-Priyanka Dutt

24.7.2011

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

This is not the End


Driving through the country side with you, on a winter day,

I sit quite, staring out the window,

Everything is speeding by,

All I do is let out a sigh….

We haven’t spoken since we left, there is so much I need to say,

A lot needs to be sorted out;

You let it linger, things are getting colder here between us,

All I want to do is stop the car and talk things out….

The world is slowing down for me,

I need to get this out of me;

You know it too but you choose to oversee,

And drive on, not knowing this silence is killing me….

I thought we’d be together longer

We were both sure this was getting stronger;

Everything was fine, then what suddenly went wrong?

Why do I feel your hand is slipping away through my fingers?

You keep asking me to wait and hold on

That’s all I have been doing for so long, trying not to break down and cry

I’m tired of waiting now, and carry on like nothing’s wrong

Pretending I am fine, when I clearly see the sun is setting in your eyes

People say something’s are best left unsaid,

But everyone is just messing with my head;

I asked you in the 1st place to choose n decide wisely,

But I guess this was all in our destiny…

You told me you loved me ,

Then why are u leaving me?

Letting things slip away like this,

Not even trying to save this, letting it go so easily….

How long will I do this on my own?

I need you to work with me;

Isn’t it evident after all that we have been through…..

That I need you, and you need me?

This frustration, your negligence

The irritation, all the disagreements

Coming between us along with your coldness

Creating barriers and turning things into fragments

Have I not done enough?

Or do you want more?

Is it still wrong of me to expect something out of you in return?

Come on, end this pain, I’m tired and sore….

Open your eyes,

I know we can make this work;

A lil more effort is all I ask,

It’s time for both of us to make some amends,

Coz I refuse to accept that this is the end…..

I need your help

I repeat my words again and again;

You mean the world to me,

This is not something that I expect,

Once more just help me connect…..

-Priyanka Dutt

03.02.2010

Friday, February 13, 2009

Haunted



I’m haunted by a feeling
A feeling that doesn’t leave
It brings me pain & tears
Won’t go away, even if I plead

I sit alone and loose myself
Remembering all the times we spent
And my eyes swell up with tears till the brim
Knowing exactly why this is how I felt

Now I am getting closer to you
Than I ever thought,
The memories of happiness hurt more now
It pains more than the times we fought

Finally the time is here when we have to part
You have to leave and carry on
Meet new people and forget your past
But I don’t think I am ready yet, I can’t move on

I don’t want you to go
But I can’t even let it show
I can’t fight what I can’t see
Those memories still haunt me
I’m tired of hiding & pretending I am fine
But baby, I’m sore, I can’t fight this feeling anymore………

It hurts so much to see you
With someone other than me,
But your smile is like a pain relief
Your happiness is all that matters to me

It burns me up inside
When you say I should be with someone else,
It fills me up with silent rage
I am yours forever and I don’t want anyone else

Why can’t you see it?
Is it too hard to understand?
I’ll scream my lungs out and express myself
Will you still live in denial?

I don’t want your arms around someone else
But I know I can’t stop you
I know you’ll leave today or tomorrow
My love is not strong enough to stop you

Maybe you don’t care, but I do;
So much to smile and hide my feelings for you
And watch you walk away with your heart content
I’ll wince in pain, yet I won’t stop you

I’m in enough pain, my heart is broken
Shattered into tiny pieces
I’ve accepted my future with you no more
But let me cry today and ease myself
Coz baby I can’t fight these feelings anymore……..



-Priyanka Dutt
(13.2.09)

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Evolution

There is music in the air,
I want to sing, dance and play
Let me enjoy and cherish the moment
Before the clock ticks away and it is lost forever

There is romance in the air
I want to taste your lips one last time
Let me enjoy and cherish this moment
Before the clock ticks away and it’s gone forever

I see tension in the air
Everyone serious and deep in thoughts
Let me put in my best n seal this moment
Before the clock ticks away and the chance is gone forever

Time has passed by
And my youth is gone forever, now I, sit and relax
Let me enjoy and cherish all the moments
Before the clock ticks away and I am gone forever

-Priyanka Dutt
4.1.09

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Silent Cries




What have I done to deserve this?
All I did was love him
Is that a crime so big?
Then punish me, oh god I plead

I never asked him to love me back,
Or to show that he cares
Then why do I suffer, Every time I show I care
He moves away further n further

He wants me not to care
Because it reminds him of her
He tries pushing me away
But I feel closer to him than ever

I ask again, why do I have to suffer?
My intention is not hurt him
I want him to love me back? Never!
The thought of upsetting him makes me shiver

No matter how much I try
To make him happy, I fail, I fear;
Why doesn’t anyone understand me?
Why can’t anyone see the invisible tears?



-Priyanka Dutt
2.01.09

Saturday, November 1, 2008

THanks Anurupa...

ok guys!i have been a total,major moron for the past few days for reasons i cant disclose!but even though i have been a major psycho case,turns out my frnds are wackier than me for bearing up with my nonsense n not leaving me alone n sticking to me like parasites when i begged them to leave me in solitude!n THANK GOD they dont listen to me![only in this matter ok!]so they do everything they can to just keep me talking,smsing all nite,calling at odd hours,chatting,leaving 1000s of scraps,also mindless numerous PJs to keep me going!but this one has to be the best n the most special thing anyone has done so far!Anurupa actually wrote a poem to getm e out of my insanity n it actually worked becoz its really touchy,with another touchy letter!so Anurupa,babe,thanks a ton!it worked!i feel a lot better!n i am ready to kick some ass again!ur a darling n i'll keep ur letter n poem with me for years to come,i swear!n i shall post ur poem here n then add another verse to it as my reply to u!so here is wat she wrote:-

To laugh is to risk appearing the fool
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental
To reach out for another is to risk involvement
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your trueself
To place your dreams,Your ideas before someone is to risk their loss
To love is to risk being not loved in return
To live is to risk dying
To hope is to risk despair
To try is to risk failure
but risks should be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing!the person who risks nothing has nothing and is nothing!
i wont forget these words,honestly!touched a special place in my heart pal!
ppl this has to be the best poem in this blog becoz it comes from a gal's heart who selflessly cares for her frnd!anurupa,u have showed the true meaning of friendship,just like the rest of my loony pals, which most of the ppl have forgotten now,and you certainly deserve a special place not only in this blog but also in my heart!
here's wat i wanna tell u:-
Depression makes everything sad
it really makes even the happiest person feel really bad
At this moment one really feels alone
becomes bitter and if its me,turns into a stone
but then again like there is day after every night
Friends come in like Angels to make things right
You didnt care about the cause of the problem
all you cared that i smiled again,asusual being really frank
made it your mission,till again merrily i sang
and all i have to say is "mission accomplished my friend"
The power of your friendship worked,you got my out of the trance
and all i want to tell you is
"thanks thanks thanks"
alright i knw this ones silly but hey i still love u babes!youmake my world shine bright!
seriously guys,u have to admit,when it comes to having good frnds i am the luckiest person alive!

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

The Reason Is You

well i know its been long since i have written something but last night if i hadn't expressed this on paper i swear I'd have gone mad!this is for someone who came really close to me despite me trying to keep him away!i guess my will power isn't as strong as his!nevertheless things happened last night n we may never speak to each other again,actually i wont be able to speak to him after everything that happened!so this is actually what i wanted to tell him but i couldn't because i have poor communication skills!so this is for u, The Gay Guy,i hope we never meet again,u may think I'll forget u but u touched a part of my heart which makes it impossible for me to forget u,But it also makes it impossible for me to see u or talk to u!u were rite, saying something is easier than doing it actually!my feelings did get the better of me.......so i wish u well kishori!take care!this is for u:-


The reason I smiled again, was you
The reason sun shined again for me, was you
The reason I cared again, was you
The reason I dared again, was you
The reason I forgot my past, was you
The reason I moved on, was you
The reason I felt alive again, was you
The reason I felt free again, was you
The reason I was bold again, was you
The reason I was confident enough to try again, was you
My morning started with you,
My day ended with you,
My strength was you,
To some extent my weakness was also you
But now,
The reason I am weak again, is you
The reason I am wounded again, is you
The reason I am injured again, is you
The reason I cry again, is you
The reason I am silent again, is you
The reason I am numb again, is you
The reason I am into myself again, is you
The reason I write after days, is only you
The wound hurts and the pain is too much
But I still stand by what I said,
That is even after all this I am still happy for you!

-Priyanka Dutt (29.10.08)

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Money money money


Haha this is a snap of my favorite bank.my sweet cash bank.gifted to me by captain jack sparrow himself.you savy mate?ARGH......!

Monday, September 15, 2008

Experiment

was just trying out my new phn's features!found that i can post snaps i take directly from my phn!cool huh!

Sunday, September 7, 2008

A Way Back into Love




I have been lonely for so long
Ever since I learnt what’s right from wrong
Sitting here, writing this song
Trying to find a way to move on

I have been waiting for the stars to shine
Waiting for someone to come and say “you’re mine”
Hoping the moon would shed some light
And help me through the night

I need someone for inspiration
Need to get rid of this confusion
I am looking for a direction
You can give me your suggestions

I’ve hidden my dreams away
Wonder whether I’ll ever need them someday
I’ve been telling myself, I’m fine
All this while, searching for some kind of a sign

But now I know what I have to do
Yes, I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
If I open myself to you, will you help me start over again?
And promise to be with me till the end?

I want to start fresh and new
With no one else but you
All I need to make it through is your love
So help me find a way back into love…!!
-Priyanka Dutt
7.9.08

Monday, August 18, 2008

A Game Called-Life


i know i know i took a really long time to write again but well better late than never!sorry about the delay!wasnt getting any strong emotion to write about!so here is my new work i hope u all like it! here is goes:-


Deep into the night I often wake up
To see the clouds pass by
As the world sleeps and dreams
I sit by my window and write

I see the waves rise in the ocean and then disappear
Just like my spirit which surfaces
And then drowns in tears
As the anger within remains silent for years

Now I see the moon coming out from its hiding
Filling the Dark streets with its light
Shining in its full glory
And then shying away again from everyone’s sight

The winter breeze, which now is my old friend
Is back again to Play with my hair, and give me company
As I sit here, enjoying the silence
Waiting for the long cold night to end

Wish I could fly away as well with these southern birds,
Start a new world of my own, where I can thrive
Yes I want to run far away
From this ugly mess called LIFE

But that will never happen no matter how much I try
I have a dream in my eyes,
A dream which I want to fulfill.
And no matter how hard things get
I know, for this dream to come true, I have to fight

Life is unfair, I know it is
Everything isn’t always right
Broken, destroyed, challenged again and again
Been tested by time in all its might

It’s like a never ending game for me
and I am determined never to give up and fall
My weakness turns into my strength
And my dream helps me to move on

-Priyanka Dutt
19.8.08

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Understanding LOVE

i thought i knew what love is,
but i guess i was wrong,
it isn't like the fairy tales
it isn't always like a happy song!

there's fighting,drama,depression n trauma,
there is sacrifices,guilt,obsession n even pain,
its just a world filled with dilemma,
to see the sunshine u have to face the storm n the rain!

but overcoming all this together,
just by talking n being there for each other,
when she understands him
and he understands her

and even after all this when You're,
looking into each others eyes,
loosing yourself there while the time flies,
knowing each others thoughts before words combine,
its when u both know where your heart truly lies,

only then,yes only then you realize
what true love actually feels like..................

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Dilemma


Dilemma

Home……………..if you ask anyone what the word home means to them in their life, I am sure you’ll get answers varying from “it’s a place where I live” to “its somewhere I can be myself”…different people different opinion. But what does the word “home” mean to me? To me home is- a place where I can not only find warmth and comfort with mom’s home cooked meals, but a place where I can also find the joy and excitement of being with my friends, people whom I love the most in the whole world, a place where I can be with my someone special and have butterflies fluttering in my stomach when ever I hear his voice, a place where I can find freedom to express myself without any regrets or shame, where I can not only be happy but also break down if I have to and cry my heart out and then stand up to brace myself to face my troubles, to me “home” is a place where I know I BELONG!

I remember a few days back when I came to know that I’ll be going to Delhi during my autumn vacation for a short trip, I was filled with joy, and I instantly called up one of my best friends, Arani, and screamed on the phone with joy “I am going home………………..” teenage excitement, you just have to share it with someone, no matter what effect it has on the other person!

But was it true? What I told Arani that day, did I really mean that? Did I know what I was talking about? Tonight when I sat down to write I replayed my conversation with my best friend again and again in my mind and realized that, I myself don’t know which is my actual home-the capital of the country-Delhi? Or the city of the Nobel laureates-Kolkata?

Delhi- a place where I spent my glorious years of childhood! My proud past! A past filled with happy memories, extravagant trips, and a wonderful happy family! A place where I was the envied child in school, with powers and a tag of being every teachers pet!

Kolkata-My Evergreen Present! The place where I reside now! A place where I am growing up and spending my teenage life and completing my education from one of the finest institutions in the city! A place where I find mental peace, a place where I started understanding what life really is all about!

So where lies my dilemma? If Kolkata is the place where I live now then shouldn’t this technically be my home? If that’s so then why did I tell Arani, in my excited subconscious state of mind that I was going “home”, which apparently wasn’t referred to Kolkata but was referred to Delhi? As I said earlier, to me home is not just where I live, but where I belong! So where do I belong? Delhi or Kolkata? Suddenly it’s not just a series of questions anymore; it’s a war between my past and my present! Indeed I have some really fond memories in the countries Capital, that’s where I had a happy family life and a spoilt life! But is that really more than what I found in Kolkata? Can it be compared to the most priceless gift which I found here in the city of joy-the everlasting loyal friendship which holds no conditions with it? Now of course I had friends in Delhi, not to brag or anything but I was quite popular in Delhi, like I am here in Kolkata[I hope…?] but were those friends with me, like my friends here were, when I really needed someone, and was having a difficult phase in life? The answer is NO! That’s because the distance between Delhi and Kolkata managed to come between my Delhi friends and me, with time playing its vital role! And no matter how much modern technology claims to shorten the distance between 2 places, it just couldn’t reduce the gap which had formed between Delhi and Me! Like they say, once the connection is broken, it’s broken and there is nothing you can do about it!

Then why am I still hooked on to Delhi? It’s obvious my old friends in Delhi most probably don’t even remember me now, and the Capital itself must have changed beyond my imagination, then what do I miss the most about that place? My lavish lifestyle and my carefree nature? My united family, since I had my father with me back then Or is it because I want to run away from the approaching adulthood and take refuge in my childhood where I had nothing to worry about, because I am scared and I don’t want to grow up this soon? Is that what I really want? Do I really want to go back? Too many questions, and with the increasing curiosity level and the quest to find out my motive in life, they remain unanswered as usual! So where exactly lies the answers to my questions? Will I too be enlightened just like Buddha was, on this very trip? Another question added to the never ending list! Only difference is that I know I’ll have the answer to this question once I return from Delhi! Will I also have the answers to my other questions when I return from my trip? Will I come back as a changed person with a clear prospective about the future? Will I have the answer to my main question of where I really belong once I return? What bothers me the most is why are there so many questions which have no answers in my life? Maybe like every other teenager, I too am growing up or maybe unlike every other teenager my quest to know what I am here for in this world is getting out of my own control as I grow up……………………., like the mystery from an unfinished suspense novel hanging in the air, I ask my final question, which has to be the mother of all – will I ever get my answers?

Well only time will tell, and until then all I can do is sit back and look forward to my trip to Delhi, my trip to enlightenment………………!

-Priyanka Dutt

22.5.08



Wednesday, April 2, 2008

The Change


with the changing times even i have changed, dont cry for me,dont expect the same! as i say my writing speaks for itself!heres another emotion from my heart!

Sitting by the window, with the radio playing on

A sweet lil girl sits there, lost in her thoughts

With a tear in her eyes and sorrow in her heart

Staring at the rain, lost in her thoughts

Times have changed, so has this lil girl

Once so bright and youthful, epitome of fun

But now she sits by the window with grief in her heart

Thinking of her past, of what’s been said and done

The once addictive smile, like the bright spring days

That used to be there forever on her face

The twinkling eyes with a hint of innocence

Portrayed so much such as simplicity, elegance and grace

But now that’s gone, it’s been replaced with pain

Promising to everyone never to return again

With pain in her heart, sweet lil girl, sits by the window

Lost in her thoughts quietly watches the rain

“I had everything once” she quietly speaks to herself

“A loving family, true love but now I am left with none”

And she silently cries on, trying to ease her pain

With tears in her eyes, staring out the window

Lost in her thoughts, with no words spoken or said

But she is strong, she doesn’t need them

She is alone and she believes in herself

Crying alone, the brave lil girl

With every tear increasing her strength

She smiles; she is not the weaker one

Now she is ready to accept the changing world

She stands up and wipes away her tears

With the changing times, she has also changed

She steps out, into the pouring rain

With the radio still on, no words spoken or said…..

Friday, March 28, 2008

My 1st Shayari


well folks this is my very 1st shayari!now i knw it may suck but who cares,its yet another way of showing how much i care for a certain someone!here it goes:-


Bin tere meri saansain maano
tham si jati hai
woh teri yaad hi to hai
jo mujhe harpal
jina sikha jati hai

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Broken Heart

well my writing speaks from itself!

Don’t cry when I am gone,

You pushed me away yourself;

Don’t cry like a kid,

Have to go and find myself

You made a promise

Which you couldn’t keep,

Broke my heart into pieces

And now you say you weep

Trust is very precious

It doesn’t come easily, you have to earn it

And if you break it,

All you get is endless misery

I had warned you before,

My heart is fragile;

Thought you understood me

Never knew you were so senile.

Look what you did to me,

Told you not to play with my temper;

But you never paid attention,

And you had to test my anger.

Now you regret your actions,

But words once spoken, cannot be taken back;

My heart is now broken,

And I am never coming back!

-Priyanka Dutt (27.1.08)

Sunday, October 7, 2007

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

well i think the work will tell you itself why i wrote this!enjoy!

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

I love the way you look at me

Feels like the morning summer breeze

Blowing through my hair,

Making me feel simply at ease

I love the way you hold my hand

Takes me to a fantasy land

Where there is only you and me,

Protected, secured, and loved, it’s just so grand!

I love it when you whisper into my ears

And tell me that you love me,

Puts an end to all my fears

Like there hasn’t been a love like this for years!

I love it when you walk close beside me

Like there is no one around but only you and me

The world seems like our little dream land

With love in the air, peaceful, sound and free!

I love the way you smile

Makes you look divine

Like there can’t be anything better than this

Makes my heart so fragile

I just love everything about you

Everything seems so new

Moments like these very are few

Feelings like these occur when I am with you

And these are special because

I am truly in love with you

-Priyanka Dutt

7.10.07

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Finally Found

a few days back i used to think i was really worthless,n untalented!till my best frnd knocked some sense back into my head n thanks to him i finally got to knw wat i am good at!so i wrote it down!here it goes:-

Underestimating my self was my biggest mistake

Forgetting my power which can make a change

Thinking so low of my self for others sake

Hiding my talent, never realizing what’s at stake

Never realized what I had in me

Looking for something frantically

Over looking what was in front of me

Like, searching for a tiny pearl in the big wide sea

It was there, but I had no clue of it

Others knew but never helped me out with it

Some gave signals and others, just a few hints

But I just remained unaware of it

But now I know that I was wrong

I see it now because my emotions are strong

Singing and dancing can be learnt if you want

But writing is something which is not done by all

It’s a power which can make a difference

It is a power which brings back sense

It is rare and not found in just everyone else

It is a power which is special and intense

Finally I found what I was looking for

Something which I can be really proud of

My vivid imagination has finally paid off

And now its time for others to know

What I am capable of!

-Priyanka Dutt

22.9.07

Monday, September 17, 2007

Poem of the Escapees

this is a poem which a classmate of mine n i have written!her name is trisha(she is also a writer n a better one!also a bit negative but good!)so we have written alternately!i start with from the first line n then the second line is hers n then mine n so on.........basically its more like a conversation between positive side n negative side!me positive,n trisha negative!enjoy!

life just goes on this way
but death is going to come anyway
dreams are turning into reality
and reality is something i hold close to me

love surrounds me from all the sides
so why do i feel so lonely on the inside
i found peace in the path i took
and still i turn back to give you one last look
things aren't that bad,the way you say
but they are still not great,like i really care
beauty lies everywhere i look
hatred isn't something i can overlook
right takes over all the wrong you did
the might of the sword and the gun blow off the lid
but i hope you know there's day day after night
there's no peace,no truce and still i fight
darkness isn't everywhere;it just exists in your head
and in iraq and bengal,remember the things i said
but you can't deny that life now is great
of course it is,just by ignoring hate
just hate isn't written in your fate
anger and hate are two sides of the same face
you know,you need to get your priorities straight
i'm broken,scarred and wounded,maybe it's too late
time heals everything;you're not late for anything
i'm sure except by that time it'll mean nothing
it's your insecurity that sees nothing
memories of scars still count for something
get over it,it's killing you within
i have already;won't let the mind games begin
it's not you but your ignorance,open your eyes to see the new beginning
when you jumped on the bandwagon of optimism,i was driving
what you say makes no sense;i think we should put an end to this
thats ok,i get it now,by the way, death sends you one last kiss.............
-Priyanka & Trisha

Fairytale by me!

i am not actually a good writer as i am more of a poet,but i still tried my hands in this field as well!i actually wrote this one for my new born baby bro(cousin) who is just 8months old!well being a 21st century kid i think he deserves a new n a different fairytale too,instead of the same old classics!
couldn't think of a title so i got inspired from narnia n named this-Florania! here's the story:-


The bright sunny rays danced their way in through the bedroom window and played on Henry’s nose, urging him to wake up, groaning he sat up-“oh not another boring day!”

Henry was a boy of 8, lean, tall, bespectacled. He was a bright young lad, not very athletic, not very daring, but really good at academics. What made him different from the boys of his age was his vivid imagination and is belief in magic and magical creatures. From a very young age, fairytale books that he used to read influenced Henry. According to him, elves, fairies, witches, gnomes etc were all for real, and as he believed, all these magical creatures used to live in a magical land far far away called Florania, hidden from the normal people. Henry used to paint pictures of Florania and used to dream of being there, enjoying with fairies and the elves.

Boys of his class would often tease him of believing in fairytales at the age of 8.

“Oh look! Here comes Henry the elf!”

“Where are your wings Henry?”

“Where are your big elfish ears?”

Every day they would tease him. There was just no way for Henry to make them see that Florania was there was real.

Even his own parents never believed him. They would just play along, nod their head and say,” that’s right dear. I am sure you’ll visit the cheesy moon and the castle in the clouds tonight in your dream. Off to bed now dear. You don’t want to keep the fairytale characters waiting.” And with this he was dismissed.

Henry could only wish that someday they would all know that he wasn’t just being childish but all that he said was there for true.

One day, when Henry was sitting at his place and drawing Florania, one of the bullies came up fro behind and snatched way the drawing.

“oooooh!!!!!! Look, this is where Henry really comes from. The weirdo land. And look the moon looks like a big ball of cheese, and the sky looks like a sea of milk. And look, there are dwarfs and elves too, and little fairies too. And there’s a king here, who is the king Henry? Who is the king of weirdo land?”

“I bet its Henry himself. The king of the weirdoes.”

The classroom bellowed with laughter. Somehow everyone always enjoyed it when Henry used to be bullied.

Well, Henry had had enough today. Everyday the same thing. He was through with being pushed around and called a weirdo.

“Give it back here, Drew” Henry ordered.

“Oh look! The king of the weirdoes can speak too. And he is ordering me. What will you do if I say NO”?

“Ya and we all know that you’re weird. You’re the only one who still believes in these childish stories. Magic is not for real and there is no magical land!” said another bully.

Some one from behind pushed Henry hard and said,” Grow up Henry, magic is for kids, and it’s not real!”

With this they tore his drawing into half and threw it into the dustbin.

Laughter still continued in the classroom till Henry couldn’t take it anymore.

“The magical world is there for real and I know that the magical creatures and the king is also for real. I am not a kid for believing in this. It is there and I know it.”

Just as he said this, the bell rang and school was over. This didn’t have any effect on them; it just made them laugh louder.

Sad and disappointed but still believing in his dreams, he went back home. At the time of dinner, he told his parents about the incident in school.

His mom said, “That’s very bad dear you shouldn’t listen to these boys, they are just bullies. It’s okay to dream and imagine.”

“Yes son, stay away from these bullies. Just ignore them.” Said his father.

Sensing that his parents didn’t believe him either, he just made his way to bed.

“If only I could make them see that Florania is fro real. If only I could be with them and see it, just like in my dreams.”

With a sad heart and a tear in his eye, Henry went to sleep, just wishing, for something magical to happen.

Tap tap tap!!!!!

Tap tap tap!!!!!!!!

“Wake up!”

“Wake up sir!”

Tap tap tap!!!!!!

“Huh, what’s going on?” Henry searched for his glasses and put them on to see who was disturbing him at this time of the night.

Sitting on top of him, was a small, tiny creature, with long ears and a pointy nose, smiling goofily at him. The creature wore a green frilly shirt, with red collars and green pants with red frills. The creature wore pointed little shoes, and he was about 3 inches tall. He was still tapping Henry on the nose.

“Are you an elf?” asked Henry with amazement.

“Why yes I am sir, I have come to take you with me” replied the elf.

“Is it a dream or did I hear you right? Did you say you’re here to take me? Take me where? And why?”

“Well sir!” explained the elf,” my name is sprout. You are not dreaming and I am here to take you to the magical world-Florania with me. The wicked witch has captured our king, king Patrick. We need your help to save the magic kingdom and our beloved king. Our wizard, Albert, when we asked for his help, asked me to go and get you as you’re the only one who can save the king.”

Bewildered Henry just asked,” why me? I am just a little boy. How can I fight the wicked witch? I don’t even have magical powers. And how will I go to Florania, I can’t even fly!”

“Oh dear sir! I am just here to take you with me. I can’t answer those questions, but wizard Albert can. And we are not flying there!” replied the elf with a goofy grin,” your going to travel by the magic dust!”

“The m-m-magic d-d-dust???” stammered Henry, scratching his head.

“Yes sir, just close your eyes and say ‘Florania’ when I count till 3”sprout took a little bag and poured some golden dust on his tiny hands.

“Now on the count of 3, close your eyes and say the words, 1…2…3”

Henry shut his eyes tight and the moment sprout said 3,in a clear voice he said “Florania!”

With a flash of light everywhere

Golden light up in the air,

Take me to the place I said

Until then I shall have no rest!

When Henry opened his eyes, he found himself standing on a road, with meadows on both sides and a big castle up ahead. The castle was beautiful. If only the black clouds would go away and the sun would shine brightly, then the place would have seemed enchanting. But somehow the atmosphere was very gloomy. It was the same place, which he dreamt about, but somehow things didn’t seem the same. In his dream, Florania was bright with the sun smiling at everyone, birds singing in the dancing trees, lovely fairies flying around chattering to themselves, rabbits hopping around on the field. There was happiness all around, with music in the air and the sweet smell of the colorful flower, who smiled at every passer by.

Unlike his dream, Florania seemed unusually quite. There was no music in the air. The birds were silently huddled up in there nests and the trees weren’t dancing anymore. There were no colorful flowers on the roadsides, the bright sun was gone and the black thundered clouds had taken his place, making even the morning seem like night. No one was outside his or her houses. All the windows were shut and the doors were locked tightly. Sadness and silence surrounded Florania from all sides.

“What happened here? Where is everyone?”

In a hushed tone Sprout replied,” no one comes out of there houses fearing the wicked witch. Ever since she captured King Patrick, everyone has become silent and sad. Florania was a happy place before the wicked witch attacked the castle. Everyone is waiting for you to save the king, as the wizard said, ‘only someone who truly believes in their imagination, will be worthy of Florania’s power and will rescue it from the clutches of the evil.”

“But how did this Albert person know that I am the right person?” inquired Henry.

“That sir, you’ll have to ask the wizard himself.”

“And how will I get to the wizard?” asked Henry.

“I’ll be taking you there!” proudly answered the elf, “we have to go into the heart of the magical woods. That’s where wizard Albert lives.” he pointed towards the deep dark woods while he spoke.

“So shall we proceed sir?” Sprout asked, looking up at Henry with his big round eyes.

Curious and seeking for some answers himself, Henry replied,” yes we shall!”

The magical woods were dark, and Henry could hear the trees whispering among themselves. There was something really spooky about these woods, thought Henry. Or maybe it’s just the silence.

Suddenly out of nowhere there was a shrill scream in the air, and a horse came barging towards them.

“Stop in the name of the king you no good clownish beast.” screamed the horse.

Sprout stepped in front of Henry and clicked his fingers. All of a sudden the horse froze in middle of the air.

“He is not a foe, Jacob, he is a friend. He is the one who will rescue our king.” Sprout said angrily.

With another click of Sprout’s fingers, the horse was released from his frozen position.

“Really?? So are you really going to fight the wicked witch? Yeee-haaa!!! Does this mean we’ll be free of her again? But aren’t you a bit too small for fighting such a bad witch all by yourself?” asked Jacob, the horse, enthusiastically.

“Let him meet Albert first. And you keep a watch, the gnomes and the goblins of the witch can be lurking around here.” Replied the elf haughtily, and prodded Henry to move on.

“That horse can talk? Who is he?” asked Henry in amazement.

Well every living creature can talk here my dear friend. And he guards the woods. His name is Jacob. He is bravest horse around.” he said proudly.” and the silliest too,” he added with a wink.

Henry laughed and looked back at the horse, which was waving at him with a smile. Florania is indeed magical and beautiful too. Henry thought with a smile.

After walking for what seemed like a long time into the woods, in a distance Henry could see a small door in a big apple tree with a red light on top of the entrance.

“Ah finally, our journey ends. That apple tree is the heart of the magical woods. The number of apple it has, are the number of trees, which the woods has. And that is where the mighty wizard Albert lives.” said Sprout and took Henry to the huge tree house.

As he entered inside, his nose was filled with strange aromas of different fragrances. It was a quaint little place, with lots of bottles of colored liquids, and had many huge old books. There was a tall, thin man standing over a cauldron, mixing something. He had long gray flowing hair and wore a long white robe.

When he saw Henry, he smiled and said,” I have been expecting you for a long time Henry. I hope you didn’t have any trouble on the way?”

“Uh! No not at all sir. But who are you and why have you brought me here? I can’t help you in anyway. I am just a boy and I don’t even have powers to fight the witch. Then why did you choose me?” blurted Henry out of anxiety.

“Sit down Henry; I see the long journey has indeed got to you. Take some rest and I’ll explain everything.” With this the wizard handed Henry a cup of steaming tea.

“I am Albert, the wizard of Florania. I am sure you know what happened here. Today when those big boys were bullying you, you never gave in to what they said. You stuck to what believed and protested too. That was very brave of u to still believe in your story even when everyone tells you that it’s not true. Because of your strong belief in magic, we chose you as the savior of Florania. As the prophecy goes,’ the one who truly believes in his dreams will be worthy enough for Florania’s magic and shall restore happiness from the hands of the evil.’ You, Henry, are the chosen one because you believe in your dreams. Faith of Florania rests in your hands. We are all counting on you.” The wizard ended with a pleading look and a weary smile.

“But how will I defeat the witch? What if she gets to me before I get to her? And where is King Patrick? How will I do all this alone?” questioned Henry.

“A witches strength lies in her wand. She has captured King Patrick and has locked him up in the dungeon. She has taken way his scepter living him weak and power less. You will find her wand in the center the black castle up on the dark hill, inside a small wooden box with a ‘W’ carved on it. When you get the wand, break it into half, which will kill the witch. But you have to be careful of the goblins and the gnomes who are on her side, they might be small but they are really mischievous and powerful. To fight the goblins just blow this powder at them” he handed Henry a bag of pink powder, “this will freeze them and leave them powerless, and to get rid of the gnomes’ just kick them and they will disappear.” He smiled and continued as he walked around his room, “you really have to be careful of the witch herself, because if she catches you, then she try everything she can to stop you. Keep silent and avoid attracting any attention. Free the king as soon as you can he will be of great help to you when he gets his scepter. But what is really important is that you break the witches’ wand as you and only you can destroy her.”

Nodding his head towards Sprout, he said, “Sprout will be with you for help as he will help you fight the gnomes and the goblins and Jacob will take you to the black castle on the dark hill. On your way you will meet Cynthia, who happens to be a dragon. Do not be afraid of her, as she is a friend. She will hand you a shield, which will protect you from the witch’s evil spells and will help you get inside the castle without being seen.”

All this while Henry was just sitting there and listening and staring at the wizard not believing what he just heard.

“Is there something bothering you Henry?” asked Albert, arranging some bottles on the lower shelf.

“Well yes. Everything is wrong. I just can’t believe that all this is happening to me. I am just a boy of 8 years old. I ca…”

“BELIEVE in yourself and your dreams Henry.” Cut in the wizard. Now he was facing Henry and looking at him with gleaming eyes.

“As long as you believe in your self, nothing can come in your way that will stop you. Victory will be you’re only if you believe in what you’re doing. You have more strength in you than you know. So trust yourself and your friends. Because the people of Florania trust you.” He ended with a broad friendly smile.

“So Henry, will you save your dream land and restore peace with your bravery and courage?” asked the wizard.

“Yes I will. I am ready to fight the witch.” Said Henry. Albert is right, this is my dreamland and I cannot let anyone destroy it. Thought Henry, I’ll kill the witch and make Florania a better place again. I BELIEVE IN ME.

With a brave smile Henry looked up at the wizard and said, “I won’t let you and Florania down. I promise.”

Jacob was waiting outside for Henry. Henry mounted Jacob and said loudly, “for Florania!!!”

The woods were filled with loud echoes as the trees repeated after him, “for Florania!”

With Sprout on his shoulders, Henry set out for the dark hill to face the witch.

On his way he met a huge fierce looking scarlet color dragon. Even though it looked fierce, it spoke in the gentlest voice Henry had ever heard, “I suppose you’re the brave Henry who will fight the dark witch. Your tales have become a legend in Florania, it’s so good to be of your service. I am Cynthia; from here you shall go with me. Take this shield and use it wisely.” She handed Henry a shinny silver shield, which had a big red ‘F’ carved on it. Henry understood that ‘F’ stood for Florania.

He sat on Cynthia’s back, with Sprout on his shoulders and took a good grip, so that he wouldn’t fall off.

“Only the worthy has been able to use the shield and the shield has obeyed to their commands, you are among them. We all depend on you.” Said Cynthia and with that she soared up into the sky and flew over the mountains.

The black castle was guarded by a 100metre magical wall, which surrounded it from all side. No one or thing could pass through it. Anyone who tried would die a terrible death. Cynthia flew right over it with Henry and Sprout.

Clutching on to the shield he looked over at the black castle. The place looked sinister. No trees around the castle, fences all over the place, nothing grew around it. The grounds around it looked barren.

The walls of the castle were all black. So that’s why this is called the black castle, everything seems so dead, thought Henry. Cynthia descended right in front of the open gates of the castle.

“I wish you all the luck. From here both of you are on your own. Be safe and win.” With this she took flight again and flew away beyond the magical walls.

Henry stepped inside the castle, his heart pounding in his chest.

“I have to believe in myself,” Henry said to himself.

I have to get to the center of the castle but which way should I take, there are so many doors. Henry looked around all confused, not knowing which way to take, staring at all the doors in front of him.

“Which one should I choose, Sprout?” he asked Sprout for help. “Which one of these will take me to the center of the castle?”

“Sir, if we keep going straight I am sure we’ll reach the porch where the wand lies. So I suggest you choose the one which is right in front of you.”

“Very well!” and Henry started moving towards the door right in front of him.

This door led him to a dark room. There was absolutely no light here.

“Oh god I cant see a thing. There is no chance of us moving forward in this darkness, I don’t even know where I am going. Sprout is there any way you can produce some light, which will show us the way?” Henry cried. He could hear his voice echoing.

“Very well sir but I need a strand of your hair. It will be of great help to me to produce light.” said the elf.

Henry pulled out a strand and gave it to Sprout. Sprout said some thing and clicked his fingers, and instantly that strand of hair turned into stick with fire on top. Instantly the room was filled with light and just then millions of bats came swarming towards them. It was a bat room. They were all attacking Henry and Sprout together at the same time.

Henry suddenly remembered his shield. And he lifted it towards them to guard himself and Sprout from there attack. Sprout said something and sent out a beam of red light from his fingers. All the bats froze in mid air and fell on the ground. They made there way through the door in front of them. As they opened the door, they found themselves surrounded with goblins and gnomes.

Apparently all the commotion back in the bat room had attracted the attention of the goblins and gnomes. There were millions of them. Henry remembered the powder, which Albert had given to him for fighting the goblins. All of them attacked at the same time. Henry took out the pink powder and sprinkled it at the goblins. Instantly they all fell dead on the floor. They had done away with the goblins. But the gnomes were still free at large. He looked around the room to see Sprout fighting the gnomes’ single handedly. Henry remembered what Albert had said. He started kicking all the gnomes. He freed Sprout and kicked his way to the final door.

As he opened the door, he found himself in the porch. He could see the wooden box. And the letter ‘W’ gleamed in the moonlight. Just as Henry started towards the box someone screamed and ordered him to stop.

“STOP RIGHT THERE IF YOU VALUE YOUR LIFE!” bellowed the witch.

The box was just a few feet away from him, Henry had to get to it but how can he possibly fight the witch and destroy her at the same time?

Sprout sensing his dilemma said, “Sir, I have magical powers. Use the shield to protect yourself and get to the wand. I’ll deal with the witch and keep her busy!”

“But I can’t leave you to fight her all by yourself! I just can’t.” said Henry.

“Sir Florania needs you. Do not worry about me. I can handle her. Just do it. Long live Florania.” With these he jumped off Henry’s shoulders and made his way to fight the witch. The war was on. The witch was very powerful and started casting evil spells at Henry and Sprout.

Henry blocked all the spells with the shield and made his way towards the box. Sprout on the other hand was fighting the witch bravely. He was sending out beams of red and yellow lights towards the witch. It didn’t harm the witch badly but it did keep her distracted.

Henry finally reached the wooden box; he kept the shield aside and opened it. The wand was there. He looked over at Sprout who was badly hurt but still fighting. He took the wand and snapped it into two. Blinding white light and ear splitting shrilled scream filled the air. The magical walls, which surrounded the castle started vanishing and after the white light was gone, nothing but mere ashes of the witch was left. Henry an over to Sprout who was lying on the floor badly hurt.

“It’s over now, Sprout! Florania is safe again. Here rest in my pocket till we get back to Albert. But before that lets free king Patrick.” said Henry looking at Sprout.

Sprout weakly smiled back and rested in Henry’s pocket. Henry found the keys to the dungeon and the scepter of the king in the potion room of the witch. He ran down to the dungeon and freed the weak king. King Patrick was really happy to see him.

Jacob came inside the castle and the king lay on hi all the way back to Florania’s real castle. Cynthia came to take Henry to the castle.

In honor of Sprout and Henry and king Patrick’s resuming the throne, there was a gala feast in Florania.

Everyone was there. Florania looked like its magical self again with the sun shining brightly and the birds singing and the trees dancing. The black clouds went away for ever taking with them the gloomy sad atmosphere. Happiness was restored in Florania thanks to Henry and Sprout.

At the feast, the king announced Henry, as the brave knight of Florania and his tales would be told to the new borns for years to come. Henry didn’t realize for how long he was at Florania. When he did he went back to wizard Albert to ask him, how he’ll get back home.

“Oh yes you should be going back now. I understand. But you can always visit Florania in your dreams.” Said the wizard taking some of the golden dust in his hands getting ready to send Henry back home.

“Will anyone ever believe me if I tell them what happened with me?” Henry asked Albert.

Albert smiled and replied, “Dear child, you are the chosen one. No one else would want to believe something, which they can’t see or they don’t know. Only you can since you believe in your dreams. Remember what I said, ‘believe in yourself and your dreams. Only then your dreams will come true.’ And with a smile he got ready with the golden dust. “Now you know what to do! And don’t worry you can always visit us in your dreams!” with this he handed Henry a miniature model of the castle of Florania with the word ‘Florania’ carved in gold below it.

“On the count of 3, 1…2…3” he blew the dust on Henry’s face as Henry said in a loud and clear voice, “home”.

“Henry dear wake up or you’ll be late for school. Hurry up now.” Henry could hear his mom asking him to wake up. He struggled to sit up, rubbed his eyes and sat still on his bed looking around at his room.

What happened last night? Was it all a dream or did it happen for really? Will I ever see Jacob, Sprout, Albert and more over Florania again? Thought Henry.

A little voice in his head said, “Believe in yourself and in your dreams!”

It was what Albert had told him before sending him back home.

Just then he realized he was holding something in his hand. When he opened his hand, he found that he was holding the miniature model of the castle of Florania with the name carved in gold.

“Henry are you awake yet. Hurry up you don’t want to miss the bus.” He heard his mom saying.

Clutching the miniature model in his hands Henry said to himself

“Some dreams really come true, as long as you believe in it and yourself.”

And with this, he placed the model on top of his bed so that he can see it all the time, and ran down to get his breakfast.

“Magic is not in spells and wands but it’s within you, in your heart!”

-Priyanka Dutt